Hi Michael, Your poem is very moving. I hear you swimming around in a surge of emotion. It is good to verbalise, let go of your emotions and cry. You will do this for a long time to come but one day the hurt will begin to heal and you will remember the freedom you felt when Samuel was finally released from his earthly bonds. He is free to float and ride, run, chase rainbows and send messages of love and contentment with his new being. Then tears will be tears of joy for the freedom you will feel when you realise that Samuel is there and you are here, both safe and where you both should be. In the mean time, let the tears flow for the sadness and loneliness you presently feel. xxxx